I walk along the avenue, it's still as boisterous as ever. There was a time I sat in the café and watched the bustle of the street and crowds. I can see thousand of different people passing me through, before I had their faces carved in my mind, such a real true-life portrayal......


People spend their whole life looking for someone right, without protest, be totally willing to walk till the end of time just to find their other half. But how do you know if he/she is really meant for you? As the saying goes Love can come and pass you by when you're busy making plans. Some people see love as fundamental to complete life while some say it complements our life. Love isn't all life about but undeniably it makes life whole and significant. So if I were ever asked to choose, I'd also spend my whole life to find the remaining half of mine. Who wouldn't?

Still I'm livin' a contradiction I reckon. Since when I've been trying lota things out just to figure out what I really wanted. Though I've never been in a real relationship nonetheless I ain't ashamed of being single like forever. I'm not one who rushes himself into relationship 'cuz I know just well how torturing it could turn out if you're not happy with the wrong person. So I suppose people like me who take love a lil' too serious would despise people who jump into relationships with all possible haste. However, I've met some people, well not really hook-ups though. I'd call 'em passer-by of life; people who enriched my life, yes in some ways; people I don't mind spending whole day reminiscing about. Even though these wonderful encounters were transient, but the memories linger. Like what my friend always says once you see something special, it never truly leaves you. =)

Speaking of falling in love, I've been asked about my so-called requirements (enormous tool hell yeah) Haha kidding. This is probably the dullest question after "Hi cutie How are you?". This is a real subjective question isn't it? But I used to answer the dull question with every confidence in me: First and foremost, I want someone who's wholly faithful, good-hearted. tall, beautiful inside out, yada yada yada.. Most importantly feelings rule. Sometimes the person who meets all your requirements might stand at your doorstep but he just can't win your heart somehow and the one you got a thang for ain't meant for you at all! That happens constantly huh? Well that's what confuses me now I suppose: The one who'd unconditionally do anything for me just can't be the reason for me to terminate my single life for no reason, whereas the one who's gone is always the one my heart is missing. Sigh, perhaps we all have to learn to treasure all we've got before we lose it and regret to take it all for granted. =)



Love wk,
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