What a disappointment! I was gon' go on a trip to another state today but it's been now called off. It effing peeved me and left me morose! Well I can always get myself busy with something to idle my time away - Marathon, a HongKong series one... ;)
Phew! I'm finally so done with my 5day-job. It wearied the heck outta me but it's fun to meet with the flirty foreigners and amiable co-workers. Hehe.. Too bad none of them hit on me, what a shame! :(
In a cloudy day like this I feel so right to be in such a recumbent and lazy mood! Yet I spend my time standing before the mirror and examining my cockiness. Gosh how could I be that difficult? One of my msn pals was trying his luck again moment ago, he pushed it hard and asked me out for coffee and lunch but I turned him down as forever. Amazingly my rejection never brought him down and his strong determination astonished me. Before he left he spoke there'll be follow-up shots! Well I'll give him an Okay one of these days then lol. His enthusiastic invitation actually left me cold, I don't know why. It's definately not 'cause he's not white, ok partly! I brutally spoke my mind and told him I wasn't interested in him at all. Gay knows it didn't give him cold feet. This dude's got guts huh! Well we would have caught up and met at any of Starbucks's if he was familiar with the regions in KL.. (Wish I had a grande cup of blended coffee topped with whipped cream and chocolate drizzle) :S
Hookups or relationships? Relationships come out by accident but hookups are just at hands! Using metaphor, Hookups is like snacks or desserts but certainly not junk food. We need these to spice up our plain boring life once in awhile but it makes no harm as long as you know the rules of the game and play it on the safe side, yet Relationships is all about commitment. I wouldn't indulge myself in a relationship unless I feel all so ready for commitment otherwise there's no way to start one. If you're not prepared for relationships, hookups are just fine. I've been alone for quite some time so I'm real desperately hankering after one I reckon! ;)
Aww a friend of mine has just ended his 6year relationship. I feel sorry for him and so thrilled at the same time 'cause he's like a gem to me. He's absolutely hot enough for the name 'Mike'. How evil I am to laugh up my sleeves over his breakup. Not only him another friend of mine has just split up with his bf (that malay fucker). I sympathize from deep within but glad he's left his manipulative bf. With the occurence of the company retrench, imputing to the global recession, he got sacked in result. With the loss of bf and job, he's now going back to Australia. What a harsh crisis for him in his 30's. Other than him, loads of my mateys have lost their jobs as well. How pathetic. Speaking of this, I'm guaduating in such a worse time! Sigh.. :[
I've spent the very first week of my final semester on my last part time job. Okay then 6weeks are remaining for my very final projects. I knew it'd be a hectic semester! Sigh.. On the other hand I wish I could speed up the ticks of the clock and can't wait to tide this over. I know something very special is going to happen to me. Shhh that's my lil secret! ;)
*ting ting* Time to off! =D
xxx wk
